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2007-06-04T16:48:24+02:00

Oh i'm so tired. I promised myself i'd have a lazy weekend so i would be all refreshed for this week, but i just couldn't resist the temptation of getting drunk.
And what a drunken weekend it was! It was good though, especially Saturday night. So many old friends were out so it was lovely to catch up with them.
I spent most of yesterday in bed with a stinking hangover, my body is far too little and fragile to be handling the sort of drunken torture i put it through.

But it is June, so i know i've got more drunken nights to come. I hate June. Wanna know why? ok.

Well...my mum had me when she was 17. It was through choice because due to a back injury she was told her spine wouldn't be able to hold the weight of a baby past the age of 20. My dad was this guy.....a guy who was into his drugs, and my mum loved him but she told him if he wasn't off the drugs by the time i was born it was over...and well, he wasn't. So they spilt up the day i was born...which was in June.

Then because of the whole drugs thing he committed sucide when i was 4. He hung himself. Know i don't really have a clue when that was, because i don't really know much about it at all, but i do know that his birthday was the 10th of June. So really its the only sort of anniversay thing I have for him. Oh and fathers day is in June...which you know...makes June a pretty suckass month.

But i overcome this with drink, which i guess is no better than his problem with drugs...but meh....it helps.

My my what a rant! Well maybe more some later, but for now i'm going back to being lazy (and maybe some big brother later )

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Empty Apartment

2007-05-30T21:05:19+02:00

This is exactly where I am, and it's as boring as listening radio 4. I'm convinced i'm suffering from intense sleep deprivation but really.....i've just spent 3 weeks in bed all day and now my body is under extreme torture from my 8am starts. I was supposed to be going out tonight, but sensibily declined. I got invited to a Big Brother party, can you believe it? What an absolute awful concept for a party. Getting drunk and watching Big Brother. I'd rather listen to radio four.

So tonight me and my thoughts will be drinking tea alone in the empty apartment. Trying to think of something witty to write that someone might actually gain some pleasure from reading. Unfortunetly, I don't, well can't, do witty. So my mindless ramblings will have to suffice.

Today i was in a pretty fantastic mood, i think it was because of the rain. It was that kind...you know? Endless, harsh rain that floods just about everything. It wasn't too cold or to too humid. It wasn't overly windy so people's umbrella folded on them. It was nice, horrible rain and made me feel great. Even when a truck drove past and soaked me.

I even went home and tidied my flat, which is something i rarely do. After this my "sleep deprivation" kicked in and i was feeling all crabby again. So I done what most women do when they feel like this, i ate, i sulked and i moaned constantly about how terrible men were...and now i am here!

So what now. Well now i'm actually tempted to tune into some Big brother. That is how bored I am. Who knows, it could be interesting....?

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The Starting Line

2007-05-30T16:09:48+02:00

Well, here I am. My first blog. Where to start?

My name maybe? Well, that's not really too important but you can call me Miss Rahrah, if you like. My age. I'm almost a twentysomething. I find this much easier to say than admitting that i'm going to be twenty in less than a month. Twenty is just so boring, don't you think? So in twenty five day i will be twentysomething....even though i will really be a twentynothing

Hmm....more about me? I like to read, in fact i love to read. Most people who know me don't actually realise this, or believe it. I guess I just don't come across as the reading type.
I love to write too, and even less people know this. Nothing too facisnating, more like mindless ramblings. I love to write when i'm drunk, which is a rare occurrence due to the fact i pass out as soon as i'm home, but it is hilarious when i do. I just love the whole candidness about it.

Next. I love to drink. My main weakness in life I would have to admit. Most of the time i turn into this crazy fun-loving pyscho......but then i do get the odd occasion i switch to self destruct. I normally can look back and laugh though...which is good, isn't it? Anyway i'm sure you will read some of my entertaining drunk stories in the near future.

I think I will leave it there for now. No doubt i will be back soon.

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